Not There
Shut up! My words are not lies.
Let me run away! Close your Eyes.
You're chasing after my lost soul.
Don't you know you're following an empty goal?
I'm walking away from the light,
With what's left of my remaining might.
I don't want this once more.
It's tearing me apart from my core!
Quiet! Never speak of my reality.
The name holds many dangers and fatalities.
This fantasy world isn't of my fault,
By force I'm sealed in this dream vault.
Never have I actually been with you,
For my time on earth was never true.
My only request is for you to not tell,
The secrets of my indigenous hell.
Unleash the demon in me.
Set me free.
Free my soul.
Let the darkness swallow me whole.
Hold my hand
As we finally land.
Free me,
Don't you see?
Unleash my hidden power!
Do not fear and cower!
Unleash me
...let me free.
You said, I whispered
You said, I'd come with you when you runaway,
but our forms can be made out in the sun's last burning ray.
I whispered yes.
You said to forget,
but how can I erase the memories of us yet.
I whispered yes.
You said to never look back,
but why can't I turn and remember the memories I'll never lack.
I whispered yes.
You said to not speak, just follow,
but I don't want to spend my last moments, hiding in a tree hollow.
I yelled no,
I don't won't be treated like your own caged crow!
Changes
Everything is different
Nothing is the same
Everything tainted
Nothing will ever be like before...
before when we were free from our mind's tricks
But now...
with all these changes...
we are caught in the grasp of our mind and heart...
being pulled in every direction,
never knowing who is right
in this confusion.
With all these changes...
in the depths of our minds...
we are lost...
Learning Just To Be by Dreaming-in-Red, literature
Literature
Learning Just To Be
Life isn't easy.
It's hard when you feel all alone.
You've got to have someone to lean on...
Something to believe in.
I've found my drug in you.
Satisfied by what you allow me to have.
You're both good and bad for me...
For some reason you got what I need.
We've become something...
Not quite sure what.
But figuring it out isn't important.
If we worry, it's sure to all fall apart.
You've taught me to ignore tomorrow...
All that matters is right now.
You said don't worry about the end... if it comes.
Nothing else matters in this world we're created...
We're who and what we want to be.
I don't wait for the sky to clear anym
Truth of the Matter by Dreaming-in-Red, literature
Literature
Truth of the Matter
I'm tired and I'm weary
And I'm standing here ready to give all that I don't possess.
I think it's time that I let go of the reasons why.
Yet it hurts so much to bear my soul, when I know it won't do any good.
Still here I am I'm waiting for that open door.
Won't you please just open this door
Let me inside.
I'm cold and left hungry from the pain I've known.
But I find I'm stronger in the end.
Still without you I'm not sure if I can move on
We need each other more then we'll ever know.
I know you can't shake my foundations, but I just wish you'd try.
I understand the weight of all I'm asking, but I need to
Current Residence: Eastwick! Represent!!! Favourite genre of music: J-Rock Favourite photographer: A Dude Favourite style of art: Pen and Ink Operating System: Windows XP? MP3 player of choice: Ipod! Skin of choice: Kyo's =D Favourite cartoon character: Kyo Sohma Personal Quote: "I paid the ransom to get my heart back, only to have it heartnapped again!"
Favourite Visual Artist
Someone
Favourite Movies
Legally Blonde 1 & 2, and a whole bunch of others
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Dir en Grey
Favourite Writers
Tanith Lee (writer)
Favourite Games
Neopet's games! lol
Favourite Gaming Platform
PSP
Tools of the Trade
Pen
Other Interests
Heavy Metal and Rock, Anime, Manga, Japanese Culture, Reading, J-Rock, J-Pop, and Drawing
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:bulletgreen: A lovely picture of my Reem from the lovely ~Calusas (https://www.deviantart.com/calusas)
:bulletgreen: Two Dir en Grey shirts (from Hot Topic Boo HT)
:bulletgreen: Going to the movies to see The Devil Wears Prada
:bulletgreen: Daddy's buying me Chinese food!!!!! =| I'll be happy for the rest of my life even if you skinned me alive I'd still be smiling if you bought him for me! Don't you want to give me that happiness? :nod: Of course you dooooooooo
Wow Two Years on DA. I feel special. And since I have nothing else to say.
much love
-Reemii <3
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The Kill By: 30 seconds to Mars
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor?
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do? (do, do)
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running fro
As we go on we remember all the times we had together!
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